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Sunday, April 18, 2010
Time to loss some weight , I promise ! Many things have been up in my mind lately. Of this twenty years, I think ive done nothing impressive, nothing remarkable. Not to myself or to anybody, proud enough to say im glad enough to keep baby chloe and definitely not regretting. In times, I asked Lee, what would become of us if there isnt baby chloe. Both of us had the firm answer in our hearts. Despite the constant fights over communication breakdowns, Ive learnt the way that both needs to give and also taking at the same time. Im someone who never think of the consequences that results of baby chloe. Yes, Chloe baby presence taught me how hard it is to bring a child up. Chloe baby made me think twice when I want or feels like arguing with my mom. Chloe baby taught me the meaning of responsibilty. With Chloe baby, ive learnt everything the hard way. Even when it comes to night time, the satisfaction of making her sleeping soundly beside me is so blissful. Because of Chloe baby, I wont have the chance to have the wedding of my dream, but yet still no regrets. Because of baby chloes presence, im accumulating anger within myself due to some reason. Up till the day when I could no longer with hold the anger, i bombed it out at Lee. He totally knows what and how I feel, its something which i felt happy for. At least at the moment, Im not that depress and at least having someone to speak to. How I just wished everyone could just respect me a little for what i think its the best for my baby. I want to give her the best, although not yet financially but physically ,thats why i still chose to b-fed baby after 2 months. Very much i want to stop , but i still want the best for baby. Contradicting i know. Okay,i just need some space of my own with no interference ,please change yourself ! If not dont blame me. |
BABY CHLOE ♥ 4th Feb 2010 Raffles hospital; Gynae Doctor Koh Ghim Wee Normal Delivery with epidural Weighing 2695G 
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